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So what percentage of people suffer maladaptive daydreaming daily & what is it costing us
   do fake TV shows on society lessen the likelihood of retaining knowledge
    felony to misdemeanor Germany
    where is the Eye of Providence is it staring hard enough
what if cooking doesn’t calm you down
                         signs of a panic attack an atmosphere of high society side effects

             theory of mind
             scapegoating
             mind-blindness

mindfulness???

             hypersexuality trauma response
             embarrassment of riches
             basis for hypervigilance
                                         gray green

Uranus ☌ Mercury

–LM

no show explosive

before we revisit sheltered
       just know it’s ignorant to assume home
   was ever a reprieve when
          long standing trust issues marinate poisoning everything

          interrupting shamelessly
      when I insist I have something to give
                           talking fast so you’ll believe it
                   because it’s little more than a free fall diagnosis

           I’ve pulled the pin

–LM

intention to distribute

I regret to inform you I begrudge living behind the consensus as a rule I’ve accepted I stand away from the crowd
         I am a spatial learner I cling to my own vision take a number I’ll direct you to your
         seat in a minute now about the plating let’s pretend there isn’t a different version of planet Earth without
                       people like Kenneth Copeland imitating the phariasic just look at his face to determine which colors are the truth I wager he’ll get a new skin suit too
             the bonus action is we’ll forget who we’ve been but it’s likely you’ve left an impression I tend to chase it
                                               you

–LM

a girl always chose the bear

I am apt to say these elite are leagues below knowing where they’re really located hierarchically & it’ll be too late when they find out but I digress I’m magnifying the clone option & why not they can do it for your pet they can turn you into a diamond why not your local toxic family member or is that new adage & narcissism was really invented when the man became a flower
              I sink this vat of rejection it’s mayhaps a sin and ongoing competition pushed to the brink grieving holding funeral services for the living

–LM

a girl acts out herself in her head

reality has a censor I game-sharked it
     now I survive off-grid glazing over
                          forced etiquette it feels established like vertigo on this part of the internet yet as this [message was delivered] I narrowed my focus on blood type P
          object permanence never knew of its existence until Hu Xinyu went missing he was fifteen
                     here’s where I ask a wayward set of questions do you believe in human harvesting &
             what is your stance on cannibalism is it the next great frontier as the ads for ingesting insects breed ergo multiply
                 I am not the lonely kind I have you to thank for that I admit I’ve been lackluster but if you’ve ever asked if I’m coming back sometimes the simple answer is correct

–LM

answer is in the question

I’ve been minding a rush of watercolor in Dubai rest in peace Kyle Marisa Roth I’ve been in a terrible quiet knowing it could’ve been any one of us since everyone slips like sand away ala John Barnett & while we’re on the subject let’s stop speculating if it was murder
        since we’re living a time saying anything too close will get you killed its been right out in the open since _______
                 art often observed Jesus pointing skyward never mentioned what he meant instead based on what he said they just guessed

–LM

castles in air

y’know the main gripe people have with me is that I’ve always played nice with words I know I needed it I’m not ashamed ten toes down on imaginative faculty
               so what about the 26 barges how now about AI girlfriends poor the next generation chained to some fictitious billion dollar industry much silkier than humans wouldn’t you say I’m minding the casualties of a society pinned by greed desperately seeking reprieve you’re never alone I’d advise never let them know your next move the trick is to leave your phone
               this is in fact my six hundred & eighty-eighth note I think I’m okay maybe it just hasn’t hit me yet

–LM

rosewater with a little blood

so OJ is dead murdered by cancer Drudge says & the eclipse didn’t destroy Earth I’m confident
     living through Y2K did the ground work I’m hardly astonished we’re all still here I’m actually swallowing the phrase ‘I knew it’ at least I’m not launching children on the freeway though I suppose there’s always a rockier bottom
          one where our debit cards won’t work we own nothing & the power is out via sunspot what if hysteria is a rodeo clown from all the dystopia so this train proceeds without a fight

–LM

a girl tastes AminoSweet

I wish I was a crystal cake dish the perfect addition instead I’m familiarized isolation I’m surely used to this picturing every stratagem down to its

                       stone       foundation I’m

            saying I’ve
                             pocketed combinations
                   mapped the halls &
                          bled crannies
                               searching for crumbs

there’s no sadder end than false replacement exhibiting numb to a little disappointment
         believing in what knowing of then
          forced to choose the synthetic version

–LM

human/AI symbiosis

happy April Fools Day I’ve been researching ghost mechanics volumes 4-7 it’s taken a lot out of me call me overridden I just bide my time when people accuse me of being too nice karma is my favorite factor to sidestep living is easier viewed from a higher perspective but I know we can’t agree on everything I’ll tell you a secret my inner monologue is sadistic sometimes it fibs tells me time is up & gives me a date
             while everyone else is trying to get ahead I’m observing the long term effects of Neuralink funny thing in thirty three years I’ve never experienced a busier Easter Sunday & by the way somewhere somebody decided Jesus is out & told President Biden look what we have now

–LM