4AM Train

A generation of trauma

Near misses
Full on hits
and
the impact
is enormous

A generation of lovesickness

Reaching out
into some sort of abyss
preaching praise &
dividing secrets

At dawn’s infancy burning
yawning caverns of loss
smelling of sugar, cigarettes
and citrus

Yearning for respite
searching for perfection
[the passage of escape]
Be it smoke, drink, blade
A generation of trauma

& the train
bellows

–LM

(Photo by 

Matthew Malkiewicz)

Scrying

I remember a time
when the power cut out
& suddenly noticing
how many fireflies
sparkled that night

I thought, breathing summer in &
so content,
each firefly, like us, has
its own message
they only flicker to their rhythm
in their time, at their pace

In that moment, briefly perceiving
a little… precisely how
a higher power
could make sense
of us

–LM

Sundowner

The war is now, the white raven
warned, and you’ll touch the sky
when you raise your sword:

Even if the battle is ruthless,
you’ll progress, knowing,
you wore it all on your sleeve.

His lips will move,
but the message
is lost in the dark

& through those shadows there
you may find peace in shedding your skin
knowing you can begin anew

as once impenetrable fog is whisked
A.              W.            A.              Y.

—LM

Dog/bit

My nose has stopped bleeding
but I still taste metal,
(I’ve stopped searching for the moon)

My rosy lenses now shattered pieces
I see you, glass and stone _
matron
marble
statue

Its got to End (worn game, your charade)
With a taut voice you chisel love
& inspire rage, dis

                                   dain

I have to ask: is this
what
you
need
right now?

I have to ask: will you ever learn? (Or)
Use your identity just to remind (guilttrip)
Who gave me birth?

I learned a long time ago I was never first
I learned a long time ago:
Who was first
Was it you?
Or your extension?

–LM
 

          (AUTHORS NOTE: you play me too often, even if you dislike the song)

Zero Hour

Insects crawl along your inner ear
& wreaking havoc on your thinsoulskin
no light, no gratification

No mood

No mood

(take those to bed with you)

Empty fractals of jetset night on zero hours
Replacing/////tearfully shed the practice
streaks glow alight on jumpstart showers
(? I’¿]

Sense is no bother when
there’s a lack of eager sensation then
_am I used to it/n

so

Am I *e)motionless ?


LM

Silverhand

Slap your face
& make you kneel
You’re mine for good and
For questionable reveal
Poor artifact

Poor counterfeit
Kick your mouth with my words
Punch air. .

Love transparency
A ghost of spiral antimony
Entwined
By antipathy

–LM