[Authors Note: Trigger Warning, self harm]
Three childhood friends all in tears,
unabashedly fearful this was the last
sunset we’d ever witness
just because a mother said
they’re grounded
The once-changed trio
wandering a quiet city &
trespassing school property
just to use the swings
nevermind the old man watching
& when he asked I gave him
a fake name, but he probably knew
that’s why he chuckled
“Raven?”
my cousin’s silence
while I led her astray
to my daffodil haven
& smoked a joint/
my silence when I visited
later and discovered
she was higher than I ever was
the broken glass I carved into my thighs
on my best friend’s bed
blood that went on and on &
the look of shock so real
on his face
he couldn’t unfurl his tongue/
just close the door
the night I ate half a methadone pill
not knowing it was a substitute for heroin
not knowing/ very much/ at all
just that I’d gone
temporarily deaf
in one ear [crawling because I can’t
stand]
the awkward car ride
Jim Beam in his one hand
. . & the other . .
finding a direct path
between my thighs
[maybe that’s why I sliced them]
the demon couple on my dealer’s
balcony, the way she rubbed
his shoulders, then
he started selling
tar instead of trees
the random find
in a burning bush full of fireflies
a dark forest to remind
Magic is [alive] and well
the smell of a factory in Lynchburg
utterances of a dry county
yet golden whiskey is sealed
everywhere
the stallion at my brother’s wedding
renovated barn made a venue
the bee on my mother’s cup
I made it halfway ’round before
being sternly warned
from chasing her with her worst fear
the distress in the call
to my father that day
he said things would never change
it’ll always be the same
so I remember
log it all down and
torch the center
–LM
♥️
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WOW!🙌💕❤️
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❤❤ Thank you!
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Truly my pleasure .💕❤️💕
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This was such a powerful, poignant piece! ❤ You're always such a master at portraying the darker sides of addition and self-harm. These definitely need to be written!
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🖤🖤
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❤❤❤
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Outstanding. ❤
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Thank you love 😁❤
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Nice
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Thanks!
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In awe❤
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This piece hits differently. I just arrived home yesterday from 72 hour observation after OD’ing on Benzo’s. This piece is deep 💕
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I’m grateful you’re okay. Thank you so much 💕
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