I step not back
I
refuse to retreat
& defy all manner
of shamed defeat
study [my demeanor] with lightless eyes
Know: I do not apologize
and own a gratituitous amount
of bemusement, myself
Truly I would never wish
to be someone else but
During the night I do ponder
of the workings of clocks…
& the possibility pieces
of time machines
Which piece means what thing?
Is that what I hear chiming?
If I tell you that this is not real
This world is a mastercrafted
well play-acted stage
& we are all connected
Would you believe me?
Or crestfall from a neon building?
Would all your beaches
have gently sparkling
ink black sand?
Would we find a piece of you
buried there?
Would you find me/would you
Meet me____ there?
LOADING.. .. ..
–LM
Powerful self-confidence boost in those opening lines:
‘ I
refuse to retreat
& defy all manner
of shamed defeat’
Great shift to wistful longing towards the end, Lauren! ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
Total “gotcha” ending, whew!
LikeLiked by 1 person
😉
LikeLike